miss me?
Wow ok I totally forgot I even had this damn thing. It's certainly been a while. Um I'm taking a break from my usual handwritten journal entries cuz I got really involved in that but right now I honestly have writer's block. weird. I usually don't have it for quite this long.
IT'S REALLY FRUSTRATING. especially when you want to write and be a writer and can't stop thinking about writing all the fucking time :)
one of these days my flow of ideas will come back i guess...
no one is gonna read this. that doesn't really make me sad considering most of my fellow livejournal friends also ditched it like 3 years back. so its ok. whoever reads it reads it. something you wont find in my previous posts is a girl that doesnt care. now, years later, i really dont care. i used to be so insecure, and still am in so many ways but now i really REALLY don't care.
wanna know some fun-facts kiddies/people who won't ever read this?
I'm sad a lot of the time. I'm mad a lot of the time. I love the days where I stop and smell the flowers, like today. It really smelled like citrus in the air. Also like lilac flowers. I love appreciating my surroundings. Call me a dreamer, and an idealist, that's ok. While you're worrying about that I'm staring at a cloud shaped like a camel :)
I don't believe in God. I'm not saying you can't or shouldn't. I just personally don't believe in anything other than that fly that's on the wall over there, the fact that my hair smells really good cuz I used Garnier Fructis conditioner, and that the hair on my arms is standing up cuz it's really cold in here. Things like that I guess. Don't think I'm ignorant or in denial about it cuz I've given it quite a lot of thought.
Anyway I should be finishing my drafts. Oh yeah, I'm currently applying for transfer to another college. Why? Cuz Arizona sucks balls, need I say more? People here are such absolute tools, they should just re-fucking-name the place home depot. Yep, that bad folks.
IT'S REALLY FRUSTRATING. especially when you want to write and be a writer and can't stop thinking about writing all the fucking time :)
one of these days my flow of ideas will come back i guess...
no one is gonna read this. that doesn't really make me sad considering most of my fellow livejournal friends also ditched it like 3 years back. so its ok. whoever reads it reads it. something you wont find in my previous posts is a girl that doesnt care. now, years later, i really dont care. i used to be so insecure, and still am in so many ways but now i really REALLY don't care.
wanna know some fun-facts kiddies/people who won't ever read this?
I'm sad a lot of the time. I'm mad a lot of the time. I love the days where I stop and smell the flowers, like today. It really smelled like citrus in the air. Also like lilac flowers. I love appreciating my surroundings. Call me a dreamer, and an idealist, that's ok. While you're worrying about that I'm staring at a cloud shaped like a camel :)
I don't believe in God. I'm not saying you can't or shouldn't. I just personally don't believe in anything other than that fly that's on the wall over there, the fact that my hair smells really good cuz I used Garnier Fructis conditioner, and that the hair on my arms is standing up cuz it's really cold in here. Things like that I guess. Don't think I'm ignorant or in denial about it cuz I've given it quite a lot of thought.
Anyway I should be finishing my drafts. Oh yeah, I'm currently applying for transfer to another college. Why? Cuz Arizona sucks balls, need I say more? People here are such absolute tools, they should just re-fucking-name the place home depot. Yep, that bad folks.