Did you know I miss you? I really miss you...
Seems like it's been forever since I saw David.. And I miss him so much. We were talking the other night, and he was saying he was scared we'd drift apart and stuff. And I was trying to hard to pretend I wasn't scared too. But I really am... I don't know what I'd do without him.
He says I don't talk to him enough. I don't talk to anyone very much really. My bet is, it's because a while back ago I hardly even talked. I felt like everything I said was just stupid. And for a few months I was convinced no one was even listening. So I just didn't talk. And I guess I never stopped not talking. I don't know why. I still don't think I have much worth saying. I don't have any neat awhsome stories or anything. I'm too boring, too bland. My life's just a repeat.
Oh well... I really really hope David and I stay together forever. I don't ever wanna lose him. I never ever felt about Shane like this, or anyone else for that matter. David's different, he's special. And I love him for that. He doesn't seem to think he's anything special, but he obviously is to me, cause I never loved someone as much as I love him.
The question is, do I love him because he's perfect... or is he perfect because I love him? :\ I don't know. I just know how much I love him.
And I really do miss him an awful lot. Eats away at me when I don't talk to him for a while... But I'm always happy when I do get to hear his voice. Hear what he's got to say.
Goldfinger__Tell Me
Tell me what it's like to be with you
Remind me of the things we use to do
And tell me that this time will never end
Tell me what it's like, tell me again
Everytime you stay
It never feels quite the same
And everytime you go
It hurts a way you'll never know
I guess your stories
Make me feel like it's alright now
Tell me what it's like to be with you
Remind me of the things we used to do
And tell me that this time will never end
Tell me what it's like, tell me again
Everything I fear
Shows itself everytime you're here
And everything I know
Leaves with you everytime that you go
I wish your stories
Could erase all the things that I said