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i'm questioning everything i can question, asking myself why i'm here and why we're here. and i don't crave friendship or material items and i don't know what i want anymore. i haven't seen most of my friends for a while now and the scary part is-- that i don't want to. will i ever? i don't know why.. i'm just going through a time where i want to be completely alone, but at the same time i'm missing something big. i remember every dream i've had this week, which is rare, and none of them are coming true like they usually do. things are changing and i don't know where to go. i want to get out of this town.