Dec 23, 2004 16:09
So i've learned alot in the past what, 4 or 5 hours....?
There are certain people who are not meant to fit in my life, no matter how much I want them to...
I really just want to talk to Samantha!
... I hate feeling like this, I'm so confident about doing something, and then my time comes- and I chicken out.. Ugh.
I don't even want to go to the movies tonight.
I really just want to stay home, lay in my bed and listen to music and/or read tonight, But what do I do.. put myself in a situation I don't want to be.
Thats it. I'm done. And I'm gunna let him know how I feel, and whats on my mind.
Sorry about such a crappy/random update