Thank you
My family just left like not even 5 minutes ago. It was a lot harder than I thought it would be. I mean I love my family so much and its not at all like I thought I could just leave them and be totally fine with it, or not have it make me feel sad at all. I know I have to do this and I want to do this, I just really wish they were closer around me. Maybe I do need this. Im 23 and Ive never moved at all, not even with my family. I was born and raised in the same house that I've lived in till I moved this past Thursday. Im thankful for technology so I can stay in touch with them and hear their voices. I think one of the sweetest things that happened today was I went inside to get my camera and with everyone waiting outside my dad followed me in and slipped me a $50 bill. He smiled and patted me on the arm and told me to get an oil change and take kris out to dinner and not to tell my mom. I dont know why but it just seemed like a really nice thing, i dont know if its cause my dad doesnt like to get mushy or show much emotional stuff, and he even tried to keep it short and nice. I just appreciated it. I appreciated everything they have done for me with trying to help get settled in here, either with advice, monetary stuff or things i need. Im so glad my mom helped me go through all the paperwork shit i needed to do, and lynn and adam taking me to the temp agency that doesnt exist anymore. Even if i didnt find it, I know how to get to reston now and some areas around falls church now. This entry seems totally disorganized and all over the place but i cant even really think straight. i just have a bad headache and i wish i could hug them all goodbye one more time. to all my friends that i left back in michigan (both those that i didnt get a chance to say goodbye to and those i did as well) thank you all, you guys mean so much to me and all of you better clear some time in your schedules for when i come back (whenever that is). Basically, to all my family and friends, i love you all, thank you for everything.