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Nov 15, 2004 17:44

hallo my fans out there... missed ya
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yeah its been a weird 4day weekend for me...
so one day i went to woodield mall got my some vans
then met some people and thats about all
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hah
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i dont like to drag.. hah
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wohh alll of a sudden the lights turned off.. oh look their baaack
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yeah i just got of my little nap time period.. have no homework well i do but its all do wednesday. Tomarow we have international night at my shcool.. thats going to be boring i mean who wants to be serving food the whole day.. i now this is sad but i would pregfer beign in class hah... not!!
thursday report cards shit man im going to get slaughtered.. my parents will smack be upside the head.. atleast they now i tired.. i think
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oh wednesday i have a job interview in ceserland... hah believe it or not.. well believe it
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yes i cannot seem to understand hard core launguage... some people write so powerfully that im just like wooah... but ill make this simple..
anna you know that you are my bestest friend in the whole world.. we have made like 50 million pacts in elementary school and in hightshool.
personlaly i dont know what im doing wrong
and i hope that some of the things i said you didnt take to heart.. cause you should know that i mess around like that.
if you would wish for me to stop then i will
i will do anything to keep this friendship going
im sorry for being a jackass... which i know i could be (believe it or not.. believe it)
i love you and i want you to know that you will always stay in my heart 4ever
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school is jacked up and so are my parents
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yet im kinda scared becuase you know about my aunt (well she has cancer) and the bad thing is that we dont know if it runs in the family or not.. my mom went to the docter and had like alot of test and stuff.. i dont know im just scared.. and its not just that.. its everything...
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sometimes i wish that i could be locked up in a dark closet.. and just be alone... to just forget about everything for a while..... but i now that wont happened becuase in this world problems just keep on comming their never going to stop.. you i mite as well stop complaining and start to trealize that i will soon have problems of my own that i wouldnt be able to handle.. ((blancked out..........))
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i now this asian chick at my shcool... she looks so innocnet on her face yet she is not.. i believe that she is 16 and she is 5 months pregnant.. and you know what she said that she doesnt give she will still drop out by her senior year.. why??? i mean its your last year.. i just dont understand people like that... they just mess with my head.
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This Very Keepsake
Is How a Soarce Of Misery
For Were If Not Here, There Might
be Fleeting Moments
When i Could Not Think of YOU
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