Mar 08, 2005 15:44
Alex and Carly stopped by to talk to me. They were nice enough to take turns, though. Alex was first. We both admitted we made mistakes and kept trying to out sorry each other. The little shit used that I was wiped and couldn't shield my thoughts against him to ferret shit out of me. I told him that I didn't think it was a good idea for me to be hanging around. I meant it. I would never purposely try and cause trouble for Rhia or her kids and this is their town. And once Alex and Carly were cloaked again, I was gonna have to stay awst from then anyways. I was just trying to figure out how to hang onto to Tori in the process.
That when Alex went for the low blow and asked me to get out, get cloaked too. Yeah, maybe I thought about it once or twice. But not any real consideration. i didn't want to let down Mal either. Once Alex got that notion he was like a bullgog that wouldn't let go. I got to thinking that yeah, maybe I could actually do this. Then it was carlys turn, she seemed okay with the idea. They all got this crazy concept about wanting me to be happy too. Her and I got to talking about her in Preach, i told her if he was different and she was wanted it, that she could have her immortality taken away. Near broke my heart to think about it, but for her to be happy, I would let her go like that.
Talked to Mal. After a lot of hemming and hawwing I tolf him what was up. Thats when he hit me upside the back of my head and said it was about time I came to my senses. I was a little bit in what the fuck mode for a while after that. He said a bunch of shit about not needing me around anymore, I may not be a telepath like the others but I know shit when I hear it. He was just cutting me loose, like one big free Vin movement the bunch of them cooked up.
Now I just have to tell Tori. Yeah and figure out what the hell I'm gonna do with the rest of my life. Moms almost got the spell worked out and she had to make some changes cause Lexi, carly and I will be needing to be able to acknowledge each other or whats the point. Moms happy as shit that I'm getting out. I'm not sure what Dad thinks, I'm not up for asking him yet. All I know is that I feel like a weights been lifted off my shoulders. I gotta lay low until the cloaking spell is ready but it should be smooth sailing after that.