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Jizzacked from my GJ (shewentbang)
I just barely got back from youth group. Taylor is lovely. I'm so in love with him. I just hope he doesnt think i'm crazy for that. I wish he felt the same way. Or atleast he could let me know he does? I highly doubt he does, but it would be nice. I cried alot tonight. He hugged me. I like when he tells me he likes me being around. I hate throwing suicidal threats in his face. Especially since hes so fragile hearted tonight. His girlfriend cheated on him, so they are no longer. I'm very sad for him but a little relieved. I know he wont be his flirty self for awhile, but I guess I can live with that. I like knowing he cares. For some reason having a boy care, one that I have feelings for.. knowing that he cares means more than knowing a friend cares. I dont know why. I know that sounds horrid, but its the truth. So, school sucks. I'm probably failing two of my classes. But I don't even care anymore. I'm too immobile (meaning depressed I guess) to do anything. All I want to do is sleep, eat, go online, & listen to music. I can't really smile anymore. It's so hard to. Taylor is the only thing turning this frown upside down.
I just barely got back from youth group. Taylor is lovely. I'm so in love with him. I just hope he doesnt think i'm crazy for that. I wish he felt the same way. Or atleast he could let me know he does? I highly doubt he does, but it would be nice. I cried alot tonight. He hugged me. I like when he tells me he likes me being around. I hate throwing suicidal threats in his face. Especially since hes so fragile hearted tonight. His girlfriend cheated on him, so they are no longer. I'm very sad for him but a little relieved. I know he wont be his flirty self for awhile, but I guess I can live with that. I like knowing he cares. For some reason having a boy care, one that I have feelings for.. knowing that he cares means more than knowing a friend cares. I dont know why. I know that sounds horrid, but its the truth. So, school sucks. I'm probably failing two of my classes. But I don't even care anymore. I'm too immobile (meaning depressed I guess) to do anything. All I want to do is sleep, eat, go online, & listen to music. I can't really smile anymore. It's so hard to. Taylor is the only thing turning this frown upside down.