Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive

Nov 22, 2004 22:05

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cuz I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cuz sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

i've been crying to this song every night for the past week. It reminds me of Taylor, Darsee, & myself. I dont know why. I'm so glad that Darsee is so happy right now. I'm jealous, but in a different way. I wish I could have someone to really care for me & tell me all the things I want to hear. It's cool when my friends try to tell me i'm beautiful or that they love me etc. But I get a different satisfaction when it comes from a boy. When it comes from their heart. I just want to be emotionally happy. I want to feel beautiful & cared for without a boy, but it feels imperically impossible now. Who knows if i'll ever get the satisfaction I need. I just want someone I can always talk to. Someone who wants me. I want them to get instantly happy at the sound of my voice. Someone to make me happier than I ever thought I could be. Maybe this will happen years from now or not at all. I just need one person to change my life. And I need them quick. Because I don't feel the will to be a person anymore. I just feel like crying all the time. I wish I could just sleep my life away. On that note, wake me up if anything worth my time happens.
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