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sorry about the lashing out in the entry below. lately people have been throwing stuff about josh and i in my face about him and i just got very tired of it. so i'm sorry.
other than that went to the cary game last night with kelsey and chip and saw linds and k there. and i even saw miss nicole nelson so it was sweet. i felt very uncomfortable towards the end though. but oh well we were loosing like whoa and so i knew we wouldnt say that much longer.
i have a really busy day today....softball game at 1 30 then we are all going out to eat and after that i get to come home do my hair make up and get dressed and head off to celebrate jasons 21st birthday. so yeah kinda busy but oh well.
my dad picked jennie over my sister and i on thanksgiving...i dont think i can pretend that i've been second in is life for the past two years anymore. i just wanna be 1st to someone.
other than that went to the cary game last night with kelsey and chip and saw linds and k there. and i even saw miss nicole nelson so it was sweet. i felt very uncomfortable towards the end though. but oh well we were loosing like whoa and so i knew we wouldnt say that much longer.
i have a really busy day today....softball game at 1 30 then we are all going out to eat and after that i get to come home do my hair make up and get dressed and head off to celebrate jasons 21st birthday. so yeah kinda busy but oh well.
my dad picked jennie over my sister and i on thanksgiving...i dont think i can pretend that i've been second in is life for the past two years anymore. i just wanna be 1st to someone.