First update in a LONG ass time.
So, you know what? I'm not dead. I feel like shit. Stupid fucking heat wave.
So I got a job. You know that hot dog stand that stands in front of EVERY corperate home improvement stand in America? Turns out it's independently operated. And that's where I work now. Yeah. Laugh all you want. Laugh at me getting $9 an hour plus tips. Yeah.
Otherwise, I got stoned for the first time last night. I didn't want Anthony to find out, but he ended up seeing me like that and now the paranoid Kat (who, by the way, isn't stoned now) thinks he hates me forever and ever. I just need to hang out with him. Hang out with him and have a good time. Yeah. That's what I want.
I also want to see everyone again. By everyone I mean Sherwoodies AND Exchangers. I wish I could have the best of both worlds, but as it turns out, life is not Hollywood and the impossible remains impossible.
That's all for now before I jump outta a ten story building (which I would never do, but I just want to scream it all away anyways, or have a cigarette. The heat is not helping anything.)
.kat
So I got a job. You know that hot dog stand that stands in front of EVERY corperate home improvement stand in America? Turns out it's independently operated. And that's where I work now. Yeah. Laugh all you want. Laugh at me getting $9 an hour plus tips. Yeah.
Otherwise, I got stoned for the first time last night. I didn't want Anthony to find out, but he ended up seeing me like that and now the paranoid Kat (who, by the way, isn't stoned now) thinks he hates me forever and ever. I just need to hang out with him. Hang out with him and have a good time. Yeah. That's what I want.
I also want to see everyone again. By everyone I mean Sherwoodies AND Exchangers. I wish I could have the best of both worlds, but as it turns out, life is not Hollywood and the impossible remains impossible.
That's all for now before I jump outta a ten story building (which I would never do, but I just want to scream it all away anyways, or have a cigarette. The heat is not helping anything.)
.kat