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don't want to go to school tomorrow. my group wants to meet, and we haven't even been given our assignment yet. what on earth are we gonna discuss? this is exactly why i hate group projects. the girl asked for my number, and the boy answered for me. he had it memorized. weird. i think he just wants to hang out with a couple of girls. i want to sleep.
speaking of. that boy i've had a crush on for the last year and a half. he still goes to my school. he was supposed to have graduated. but i saw him walking with books the other day. he said hi. i barely acknowledged him. why am i always so mean to him? i wish he'd be in one of my classes. he's usually in at least one. it's nice to have someone in my major that's both cute and intelligent that i can compete with.
do not want to go to astronomy. it's so obvious that the teacher is only there on a quid pro quo. he makes no effort to hide that he totally hates us and thinks we must be idiots since this is a gen ed requirement and we're not really science majors. i think we ought to throw books at his head so he'll stop it with the monotone. and the video he showed yesterday! good grief. we had to watch cheesy seventies science animations on things like ellipses. though i must say that the ancient greek astronomers had pretty cool names. if i ever get a pair of goldfish, i'm gonna name them appollonius and ptolemy.
two of my other teachers are awesome. i've had them both before, and i can honestly say they were the two most inspiring teachers i've had at this school. something incredible is going to happen soon, i can't put my finger on it, but it's coming. and i think they're gonna play a big part as my advisers/supporters when my emotional shit hits the fan as i decide between security and following dreams and/or unforeseen opportunities. school will be over soon and i will have to figure out what i'm gonna do with all that extra time. do i want to go straight to grad school, work part time as a consultant in corporate strategy and part time as a professional perv, focus on my current career, change careers but not industry, change careers and industry... do i want to focus on success, or do i want to focus on adventure and trust that success will follow?
hmm. ok. it must be time for bed.
speaking of. that boy i've had a crush on for the last year and a half. he still goes to my school. he was supposed to have graduated. but i saw him walking with books the other day. he said hi. i barely acknowledged him. why am i always so mean to him? i wish he'd be in one of my classes. he's usually in at least one. it's nice to have someone in my major that's both cute and intelligent that i can compete with.
do not want to go to astronomy. it's so obvious that the teacher is only there on a quid pro quo. he makes no effort to hide that he totally hates us and thinks we must be idiots since this is a gen ed requirement and we're not really science majors. i think we ought to throw books at his head so he'll stop it with the monotone. and the video he showed yesterday! good grief. we had to watch cheesy seventies science animations on things like ellipses. though i must say that the ancient greek astronomers had pretty cool names. if i ever get a pair of goldfish, i'm gonna name them appollonius and ptolemy.
two of my other teachers are awesome. i've had them both before, and i can honestly say they were the two most inspiring teachers i've had at this school. something incredible is going to happen soon, i can't put my finger on it, but it's coming. and i think they're gonna play a big part as my advisers/supporters when my emotional shit hits the fan as i decide between security and following dreams and/or unforeseen opportunities. school will be over soon and i will have to figure out what i'm gonna do with all that extra time. do i want to go straight to grad school, work part time as a consultant in corporate strategy and part time as a professional perv, focus on my current career, change careers but not industry, change careers and industry... do i want to focus on success, or do i want to focus on adventure and trust that success will follow?
hmm. ok. it must be time for bed.