Not in love && definantly lonely
Today has been slow. Im supose to be on my way to see some of the boys right now.
But i cant.
Im sad and frusterated. I just want to be in love. Im sick of being lonely.
In melbourne i was so busy i didnt have time for anyone.
Now im back in sydney and not working i have realised im so so lonely.
No real close friends at all. No one to be my other half.
*good news tho* i have a job interview tomorrow. *bad news* This means i cant see thomas
and i have to pospone our meeting. *sighs*
Well if this is a low point for me then things cant get any lower
Because i feel like shit. SHITASTIC
When will i be happy again.
i just ask that im happy sometimes.
Just once id like to be happy.
I cant remember the last time i truely was.
inconclusion. FUCK YOU!
But i cant.
Im sad and frusterated. I just want to be in love. Im sick of being lonely.
In melbourne i was so busy i didnt have time for anyone.
Now im back in sydney and not working i have realised im so so lonely.
No real close friends at all. No one to be my other half.
*good news tho* i have a job interview tomorrow. *bad news* This means i cant see thomas
and i have to pospone our meeting. *sighs*
Well if this is a low point for me then things cant get any lower
Because i feel like shit. SHITASTIC
When will i be happy again.
i just ask that im happy sometimes.
Just once id like to be happy.
I cant remember the last time i truely was.
inconclusion. FUCK YOU!