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well tonight was boring did nothing cause i had to go to my aunts for birthday cake for my other aunt...i just sat there and watched everyone else stuff there faces with cake...then i came home and now i'm sitting at my computer desk and im pissed off cuase of stuff that went on at my aunts house but whatever...i just cant take this shit anymore like nothing seems to be going good its justl ike bad to worse and i'm so fucking tired of it, i'm so glad i'm going to new jersey for the weekend. at least it will get my mind off things and stuff and than we i come back than maybe things will be better cause if there not i dont know what im gonna do..i just want something good to happen anything please and i dont wnat to sound like im feeling sorry for myself cause i hate when people do that i'm not i just am trying not to hold things in anymore cause its just not working anymore i need to start letting shit out so thats what im doing...
night
night