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tonight i decided to do something that i had hoped i wouldn't have to but i can't just sit back and watch this fall to pieces..probually only like a few of you know what i'm talking about but im tired of sitting back and watching this place crumble to pieces so instead of watching i'm gonna do something. i can only hope that it works because if it doesnt i dont know what else to do. i feel like its all on my shoulders right now and i can't take it anymore, this day started out shitty and its gonna end shitty and im just tired of having everyday just be the same its starting to get to me. some days i just want to just walk and never stop and just go somewhere else and be someone else but i cant do that. i think once i drive one day im just gonna drive off somewhere and acutally live my life, not just watch it pass me by...

those are my pearls of wisdom for the night i'm going to bed...