(no subject)
I am REALLY REALLY GOOD AT COMPLICATING THINGS
On to my long and overwinded entry;
Generally speaking, as for the population of Midland, there are few I am realizing that I can trust. I know who I can, but each time I abuse that power and let them down. Even worse it's as if it's in slow motion when I am fucking up, so that I cannot realize until the damage is completely done and the calm is speaking back to me...
I no longer have as much control as I had obtained in the power of my own hands. Life is such.
On a lighter note, I have been drunk or messed up in some other way for the last 10 nights except 2. I'm not okay with it but it's a different story once there is a drink in your hand. And someone saying it's okay.
LEGIT.
PEAS OUT.
On to my long and overwinded entry;
Generally speaking, as for the population of Midland, there are few I am realizing that I can trust. I know who I can, but each time I abuse that power and let them down. Even worse it's as if it's in slow motion when I am fucking up, so that I cannot realize until the damage is completely done and the calm is speaking back to me...
I no longer have as much control as I had obtained in the power of my own hands. Life is such.
On a lighter note, I have been drunk or messed up in some other way for the last 10 nights except 2. I'm not okay with it but it's a different story once there is a drink in your hand. And someone saying it's okay.
LEGIT.
PEAS OUT.