Sweeter than the honey to the honey bee.....
Oh boy.. I haven't updated in quite a bit of time. I'm loosing track of what's going on. Well hmm.. Halloween was sort of fun. Lots of rain. And sort of drama. (but not so much, and a lot more fun than you'd imagine.) But the never ending waves of that emotional crap never seem to cease in my direction these days. Even if it usually has nothing to do with me what so ever. Or so I can tell. The rest of October was really shitty. Why is that month always so horribly awful? I really do love fall and everything, but man- october has always sucked for me. Since I was like ten there has always been some stupid event that ruins october (usually not halloween though).
************Skip if you hate to hear me whine!************
So anyways, all that bad october-ness has carried itself on to the first week of november, which is just plain mean. Basically, I've been ripping my hair out (not literally, of course) over my grades- and relief finally came to me today when I was expecting the very worst batch of progress reports I would ever receive. I did not do, that bad. Well, a lot lot worse than last quarter's progress reports when my overall average was a 99. But that's not the point. The point is that I'm probably passing pre-cal (oh thank god it was just a programming error!) and everything else is mostly acceptable.
Ugh, I'm sick of typing about grades. I must sound so anal! Mooving on. I was going to list the other various reasons why October was a drastically awful month, and how it was so bad that it even raped the premier of November's ass, but I think I'm just going to leave out the facts that my family is still pretty dysfunctional, I have no idea about what to think about my friends-slash-acquaintances anymore, or even that my self confidence was at the level of a sugar ant(size wise, I'm sure sugar ants have lots of self confidence, being so cute and adorable and not even that annoying to people at all when not in extremley large numbers, and I mean they have amazing amounts of strength for their tiny little insect bodies... how neat it would be to be a little sugar ant...)
Right. So rants are just god-awful but I gotta say this little bit for a few unnamed individuals who have been bothering me indirectly quite a bit lately: [person 1] I would love to ask this person what I think about them everytime I see them/ something they have done, "WHY DOO YOU TRY SO HARD? WHY MUST YOU TRY SO HARD AT DOING THINGS THAT SOMEONE ELSE HAS DONE BEFORE? WHAT MUST YOU SPEND SO MUCH TIME DOING THINGS THAT ARENT YOUR OWN AND NEVER LEARNING TO THINK FOR YOURSELF? HELP ME UNDERSTAND!!"
[person 2] I see that you are the hypocrite of the year. I would love for this person to stop judging others based on trivial things they know nothing about and stop flirting with every guy they know and try to be a decent person for once by not stabbing their own naive friends in the back. I hate the charade they put on and the fact I have to witness it every day.
[person 3] I just feel sorry for you. :(
[person 4] Stop giving us essays that we dont know what to write about
[person 5] Stop lying to me!!
[person 6] Man. stop being so mean and start paying attention to your own life instead of everyone elses!
okay so the last one was just me bashing myself. But who am I to go around judging everyone else? Well, since this is my own journal; I declare it so. But the other ones were completely honest rants, I promise. (don't ask who they were- I aint gonna cause any drama. I just had to get all that out.)
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Hey, let's just pick up the pace a little. And when I say pick up, I mean CHEER UP! YEAH! So how about some GOOD news?
-Right well, I have a huge dent on my car but my dad says that it's no big deal! YAAAY!
-THANKSGIVING IS IN LIKE TWO WEEKS AND I GET TO SEE MIS COUSINZZ WHO ARE AWESOME!
-Harry Potter, in 8 days. What what?
-I ordered a class ring. I think it's gonna look rad. SO SHOOT ME!
-Shocking and satisfying episode of lost tonight! WHOOPEE!
-IM GETTING WORDY! YES!
-my boyfriend is just too cool.
-Yahoo music player >>>> Windows Media player
-my scratch art rocked. Until I saw some sophomore's. Damn it.
-I GET TO HELP WITH THE RETIRED VETERANS FROM THE NURSING HOME THIS FRIDAY AND YOU HAVE TO BE IN CLASS! (this is much more rewarding than you'd think)
-Tomorrow is sloppy joe/science club day! (you know i'm a hard core nerd when the highlight of my week is science club.)
-Only in Dreams is still one of my favorite songs ever. I just thought I'd remind everyone about that.
-i've found three inky pens in the past week. I THINK THEY ARE SO NEAT.
Well I'm just overwhelmed with conflicting information right now! SO IM GONNA SHOW YA SOMETHING!
would ya look at that? ("maw-maw, I'm smawt!")
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************Skip if you hate to hear me whine!************
So anyways, all that bad october-ness has carried itself on to the first week of november, which is just plain mean. Basically, I've been ripping my hair out (not literally, of course) over my grades- and relief finally came to me today when I was expecting the very worst batch of progress reports I would ever receive. I did not do, that bad. Well, a lot lot worse than last quarter's progress reports when my overall average was a 99. But that's not the point. The point is that I'm probably passing pre-cal (oh thank god it was just a programming error!) and everything else is mostly acceptable.
Ugh, I'm sick of typing about grades. I must sound so anal! Mooving on. I was going to list the other various reasons why October was a drastically awful month, and how it was so bad that it even raped the premier of November's ass, but I think I'm just going to leave out the facts that my family is still pretty dysfunctional, I have no idea about what to think about my friends-slash-acquaintances anymore, or even that my self confidence was at the level of a sugar ant(size wise, I'm sure sugar ants have lots of self confidence, being so cute and adorable and not even that annoying to people at all when not in extremley large numbers, and I mean they have amazing amounts of strength for their tiny little insect bodies... how neat it would be to be a little sugar ant...)
Right. So rants are just god-awful but I gotta say this little bit for a few unnamed individuals who have been bothering me indirectly quite a bit lately: [person 1] I would love to ask this person what I think about them everytime I see them/ something they have done, "WHY DOO YOU TRY SO HARD? WHY MUST YOU TRY SO HARD AT DOING THINGS THAT SOMEONE ELSE HAS DONE BEFORE? WHAT MUST YOU SPEND SO MUCH TIME DOING THINGS THAT ARENT YOUR OWN AND NEVER LEARNING TO THINK FOR YOURSELF? HELP ME UNDERSTAND!!"
[person 2] I see that you are the hypocrite of the year. I would love for this person to stop judging others based on trivial things they know nothing about and stop flirting with every guy they know and try to be a decent person for once by not stabbing their own naive friends in the back. I hate the charade they put on and the fact I have to witness it every day.
[person 3] I just feel sorry for you. :(
[person 4] Stop giving us essays that we dont know what to write about
[person 5] Stop lying to me!!
[person 6] Man. stop being so mean and start paying attention to your own life instead of everyone elses!
okay so the last one was just me bashing myself. But who am I to go around judging everyone else? Well, since this is my own journal; I declare it so. But the other ones were completely honest rants, I promise. (don't ask who they were- I aint gonna cause any drama. I just had to get all that out.)
************************************************************
Hey, let's just pick up the pace a little. And when I say pick up, I mean CHEER UP! YEAH! So how about some GOOD news?
-Right well, I have a huge dent on my car but my dad says that it's no big deal! YAAAY!
-THANKSGIVING IS IN LIKE TWO WEEKS AND I GET TO SEE MIS COUSINZZ WHO ARE AWESOME!
-Harry Potter, in 8 days. What what?
-I ordered a class ring. I think it's gonna look rad. SO SHOOT ME!
-Shocking and satisfying episode of lost tonight! WHOOPEE!
-IM GETTING WORDY! YES!
-my boyfriend is just too cool.
-Yahoo music player >>>> Windows Media player
-my scratch art rocked. Until I saw some sophomore's. Damn it.
-I GET TO HELP WITH THE RETIRED VETERANS FROM THE NURSING HOME THIS FRIDAY AND YOU HAVE TO BE IN CLASS! (this is much more rewarding than you'd think)
-Tomorrow is sloppy joe/science club day! (you know i'm a hard core nerd when the highlight of my week is science club.)
-Only in Dreams is still one of my favorite songs ever. I just thought I'd remind everyone about that.
-i've found three inky pens in the past week. I THINK THEY ARE SO NEAT.
Well I'm just overwhelmed with conflicting information right now! SO IM GONNA SHOW YA SOMETHING!
would ya look at that? ("maw-maw, I'm smawt!")
Naturally Smart
You're a naturally smart person. Your intelligence comes to you naturally, rather than from instruction - and you are better with applied or more real-world things... which comes in handy, here in the real world.
60% applied intelligence
40% natural intelligence
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com