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i just found out that my dad is going to pennslyvannia to get checked into a mental institute for the chronically depressed... i don't even know when he will be comeing back... i don't want my dad gone... i mean... i want my dad not to be depressed, but i don't want him to be across america either... when i found out that i was hysterical... i don't want to lose my dad... i knew my dad was depressed but i didn't know something this drastic... i feel like a should have been able to do something for him.... i only blame myself...