Sailorboy: Please send the stuff to Mike Lemmo: I don't think I should. Sailorboy: No He has to know.... Lemmo: Oh for pities sake....even his sister can see the facts...let her tell him Sailorboy: no I saw this on her journal....you have to pass it on... Lemmo: so let her tell him Sailorboy: no I can't you have to do it...here...
everything just seems so far away and out of touch...so distanced...but i know if all i did was hold out my hand i could touch it...maybe even hold it. i guess i don't want to. i guess i don't want to be helped. i want to be in a mad depression...i don't know i have fallen so out of tune with myself i don't even know if there is a life anymore. matt is a great guy but he is so madly in love with melinda i can't tell where she ends and i begin...and he doesn't seem to understand that i am so ready to walk out as easy as i came in. and mike...well i just won't go there with him. he doesn't seem to get the point i don't love him anymore...so how do u tell someone that? u kinda just don't...i guess.but the more matt hurts me the more i wish i could love michael again. *sign* maybe i just need to hurry up and get into the airforce this way the will both be gone and i will be happier...i hope.
Lemmo: I don't think I should.
Sailorboy: No He has to know....
Lemmo: Oh for pities sake....even his sister can see the facts...let her tell him
Sailorboy: no I saw this on her journal....you have to pass it on...
Lemmo: so let her tell him
Sailorboy: no I can't you have to do it...here...
everything just seems so far away and out of touch...so distanced...but i know if all i did was hold out my hand i could touch it...maybe even hold it. i guess i don't want to. i guess i don't want to be helped. i want to be in a mad depression...i don't know i have fallen so out of tune with myself i don't even know if there is a life anymore. matt is a great guy but he is so madly in love with melinda i can't tell where she ends and i begin...and he doesn't seem to understand that i am so ready to walk out as easy as i came in. and mike...well i just won't go there with him. he doesn't seem to get the point i don't love him anymore...so how do u tell someone that? u kinda just don't...i guess.but the more matt hurts me the more i wish i could love michael again. *sign* maybe i just need to hurry up and get into the airforce this way the will both be gone and i will be happier...i hope.
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