Aug 07, 2005 01:53
I think the song title, in the music line, says it all...
Why do I have to hug you?
Why do you have to touch me, knowing how I want you?
Why can't you just let me be?
Why can't I be happy for once?
What's it gonna take for you to see?
Why can't we be friends?
Because you don't want me... in your life.
What's it gonna take for you to see that it's hurt me all along?
What's it gonna take for you to see that it isn't my entire fault, that you're
just as much to blame as I am?
Why can't you give one rat’s ass about me?
Why are you afraid?
What are you afraid of?
Are you afraid of me?
I don't judge you.
So why judge me?
You hurt me today, more then you know...
But what does it matter?
You'll never show.
I know this by now, but I still punish myself.
Why I don't know, but I just can't let go.
You were the only one I really wanted there...
But did you bother?
When it involves me, you couldn’t care less.
I still bleed when you stab me.
So why do I care?
Why when we're alone you're a totally different person?
Why do you have to front?
I thought that there was something there.
But I guess I was drunk.
Drunk with a heart so desperate for attention and love, that I took what you
gave and ignored my brain.
But I'm done with you.
This time for sure.
I can't give myself, when you don't want.
So for me I'm through with all this strife
Just go on your way, and leave me to die.