Life
Have you ever been extreamly happy one moment then very sad the next.... It is a rather strange feeling if you havent gone through it yourself.
I as well as a few others that I have noticed have been very distant lately... Whats that all about I wonder? Lately all that I have been pondering was faith and happness with out needing someone to cause it. I figured that I should be able to be happy just by meyself with out anyone to tell me when and how happy I can be just to have them let me down... I dont want to hurt anyone but right now I have been quite flurtacios if not serious with the people that I talk to..
It's funny and amusing how theres about 5 people right now that think I am mad at them when it's very much the opposite. I'm working on detaching myself because befor I needed someone there to hold my hand in a way and I kinda had to hold them up.. i felt like it was my responcability to be there for too many people and now I've learned to say no unless they can truely be there for me.. not willing but if they are actually able to be there.
I am just happy being content and just trying to free my mind. I need to meditate now and if you want to chill with me this weekend then contact me... I kinda want to go to the beach or a coffie shop... hmm sounds good to me!!
I as well as a few others that I have noticed have been very distant lately... Whats that all about I wonder? Lately all that I have been pondering was faith and happness with out needing someone to cause it. I figured that I should be able to be happy just by meyself with out anyone to tell me when and how happy I can be just to have them let me down... I dont want to hurt anyone but right now I have been quite flurtacios if not serious with the people that I talk to..
It's funny and amusing how theres about 5 people right now that think I am mad at them when it's very much the opposite. I'm working on detaching myself because befor I needed someone there to hold my hand in a way and I kinda had to hold them up.. i felt like it was my responcability to be there for too many people and now I've learned to say no unless they can truely be there for me.. not willing but if they are actually able to be there.
I am just happy being content and just trying to free my mind. I need to meditate now and if you want to chill with me this weekend then contact me... I kinda want to go to the beach or a coffie shop... hmm sounds good to me!!