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Hahaha.. yeah I hella just broke up with me "boyfriend".. See heres the deal we met in a chat room and just randomly said we were going out cus he "loved" me.. then today he called me a bitch cus i said he was strange for loving me... I'm going through one of my "no one could possiably love me" fases cus I have been talking to my ex and it brings up a lot of shit.. but all in the while its cool talking to her you know??
Missy talked to me today... proably one of the weirdest convos I ever had cus we both didnt really have anyhting to say to eachother and there was hella tension.. Plus I'm still kinda pissed.. Then I'm also pissed b/c another friend is really starting to turn on me and I'm just like Woah!!
I'm really wanting to just leave this place.. get out of Cali for a while.. I also need to go to the beach. I cant trust anyone here and no one loves me over here as much as I love/loved them and it's too much pain you know? I really want to go see my babe and Dan... If i did leave I would really miss Walter but I think he could deal... I'm thinkin I just need to go to the beach and talk to someone i can trust my life with... Anyone here??
....didn't think so..
Missy talked to me today... proably one of the weirdest convos I ever had cus we both didnt really have anyhting to say to eachother and there was hella tension.. Plus I'm still kinda pissed.. Then I'm also pissed b/c another friend is really starting to turn on me and I'm just like Woah!!
I'm really wanting to just leave this place.. get out of Cali for a while.. I also need to go to the beach. I cant trust anyone here and no one loves me over here as much as I love/loved them and it's too much pain you know? I really want to go see my babe and Dan... If i did leave I would really miss Walter but I think he could deal... I'm thinkin I just need to go to the beach and talk to someone i can trust my life with... Anyone here??
....didn't think so..