hey this is mel.. me going througha hard time? absolutly not.. i know that i love alicia.. its not a confusion problem.. im sorry.. i thought that i loved you.. but you were my first.. and i just wanted to love somebody... that doesnt mean that i never cared about you.. because i did and still do.. just in different ways..and im sorry if this pains you .. but theres nothing i can do about it.. this is the way i feel. i love alicia and thats about all i can say.. there was no intention in hurting you or fucking with your feelings or your brain... and your heart.. im sorry... whether you believe me or not.. there was no intention of hurting you... and i hope you know that.. things might not be going to well for alicia and i.. or not going at all.. but even so....i cant be with you or anyone else.. because theres always a chance.. maybe 3 years from now.. fuck ill wait.. and im sorry that im not waiting for you.. i thought you were my soul mate.. kind of.. but i always had an iffyness towards you.. never towards alicia.. and i know now from what ive learned.. by pain that i love her.. and we are meant to be together.. so again i am sorry.. i know you want to be friends.. but i dont think i can do that right now.. i can only have one of you.. and if i have to pick.. i think you got the memo..i hope you are alright after reading this.. im sorry i cant sugar code my feelings anymore.. it hurts me more..this is the truth
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