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Fuck everyone that ever tryed to do anything for me.. I hate how everytime I put myself out there and I love someone and care about them it always bites me in the ass in the end. I just tryed to talk to melody.. fucking tryed cus nothing ever happens except me getting pissed off.. im just something she pencles in when ever shes imbetween one thing and the other yet she fucking tells me that im the one who though our relationship didnt mean anything... FUCK THAT MELODY i fucking try to talk to you but its impossiable.. it gets no where Its impossable to think that you and me would ever be friends with the way you treat me.. a fucking peice of meat.. your a fucking hypricet and i hate the fact that i love you more then i hate you and that will never change.. no matter how much you fucking treat me like shit im still there wating cus i fucking love you and i am hopeless.. you could fucking beat me and call me crying in the midle of the night and i would still be on the other line... i really fucked this one up but so did you and you can see shit.. you cant see myside.. you never will be able to

you know what she said... VaMp1ReBuTerFly: hate me.. love bryan.. caring for you is impossible