love

Oct 03, 2004 17:17

I have given up on Melody.. She has hurt me way too much and I know she needs her time.. I'm letter her have her own life with out me so she can figure things out for herself... I really hope I'm doing the right thing. I never wanted to hurt anyone and I'm just trying to protect myself from getting further hurt. I guess you could say that I've dont my share of crying and now it her turn but that sounds really mean. I do love her alot but she needs her space. hopefully things will work it's corse. We all have to go through pain when it comes to love.

Last night I got to see my love Bryan. I had just figured out how much I really love him and in what way. It's kinda hard to see but he's the only guy for me. I'm still lesbian but he's the only boy. I know he will always be there for me. I was in denial about loveing him because there was no drama. I'm one of those people that are always in dramatic relationships. I really love him though. It's great. I feel like he can protect me from everything. He has always been there for me and understands everything. I really love him and I miss him terriably..
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