Aug 16, 2004 11:00
I'd really like to take a moment to discuss negativity.
The good Lord above knows I've had my share of it. Most of it was probably deserved. I accept this, and move on, and try to keep my head up. I trust in God's plan (which lately has been to hook me up with a really smoking 18 year old hottie, so I've got reason to think he's got my back). I try not to beef over just any old thing, I swear.
There are some things you just don't do though. Begging for your ex-girlfriend to come back to you in front of her new man, for example. I don't care if you're still wetting your pants being young isn't an excuse. And even if it is an excuse somewhere along the way you are going to have to learn the rules, little man, and I might as well be the one to tell you. I'm sorry that other people felt the need to intervene and get involved when it wasn't necessary and therefore get on my bad side (like that yapping chow chow Mena Suvari). I am really a nice person and a good Christian except I sometimes commit adultery. Is it still adultery if you're not married? I'm not sure.
Anyway, all you hatahs can go fuck yourself. Usher is here to stay. For now.
On a more positive note, Lindsay is great. We have spent every minute together that we can. I haven't felt this good about someone ever. Not even Rozonda. I don't plan on cheating on her any time soon. One thing I am also not going to do is have her star in any of my videos because that shit is wack. I can't even watch 'You Got It Bad" without wanting to throw something at the tv. WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING? Even if she does star in one of my videos I'll have her play something other than my love interest, maybe my daughter or little sister or something.
She hopped onto my tour bus and left just before we entered Ohio (when I needed her most) because I think her dad was sueing someone else this week and he needed her advice. I'm not sure. I don't really know what to think of him but I can't wait until he meets me. I am every white father's nightmare. I was chatting with one of my fans yesterday and he mentioned that the way I dealt with that little punk "Arn" reminded him of Lindsay's father. There is something psychological in that shit my friend and I do not want to deal with it right now.
I'm not sure if yesterday's events were a dream or just my imagination but Britney Spears is nastay. I am serious Kevin watch your back. Actually it must have been my imagination because there's no chance in hell that Elisha would have beat Mrs. Nastay Federline and I in a dance competition. Please.
If you'll excuse me, now it's time to call Mandy Moore my drug dealer because I need some of the chrizzonic and I'm out. Peace.