hi honey.... i think i know kinda what you are feeling... when i first moved to college my life completely changed.... my personality didnt really change, but my actions were totally different from what people knew me as in high school... and from there the rumors soared. at first it really bothered me.... all the people who i used to trust and even those who didnt even know me were talking about me and i hated it... but then i realized that the only thing that mattered was, the ones who really loved and knew the real me and knew that i was still the same nikki didnt care what i did. and no matter if i made the wrong decision or not, they supported me. and thats what you need to realize.... the people who really care are the ones who are going to love you no matter what you do and no matter how long you go witohut talking to each other.
morgan... you are such a beautiful, smart, and talented young girl, and you have so much going for you. im so happy that i have gotten the chance to get to know you and im even happier that i get to spend another year traveling and hanging out with you with ace. i love you so much and as hard as it is you have to brush off what other people say. be who you are and who you want to be no matter what. people make mistakes... dont have regrets, just learning experiences.... and know that TRUE friends will love you no matter what.... and you know... the quote i always used when i was going through a hard time came from none other than britney herself... well... really bobby brown first, but i like to say britney: "all these people talking all this stuff about me why dont they just let me live? I DONT NEED PERMISSION TO MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS, THATS MY PREROGATIVE" think about it.....
and one more thing... if you need me to beat someones ass jsut let me know... im always up for it!!! noone wants to fuck with me!! :) love you!!!
i feel just like you described. i feel like i'm myself, but at the same time i'm not. i'm not being fake or anything i'm just changing and people seem to have a problem with that. i just wish everyone would relax and know that i'm always going to be here no matter what.
Nikki i love you and you really made me feel better! you're awesome!!!
i love you too morgan... and you know if you ever need an escape you are always welcome here. dont worry about what people think... be who you are and if you dont like who you are, then figure out why and work on it... bc the only way other people are gonna love you for who you are is if you love you for who you are..... you're incredible!! :)
morgan... you are such a beautiful, smart, and talented young girl, and you have so much going for you. im so happy that i have gotten the chance to get to know you and im even happier that i get to spend another year traveling and hanging out with you with ace. i love you so much and as hard as it is you have to brush off what other people say. be who you are and who you want to be no matter what. people make mistakes... dont have regrets, just learning experiences.... and know that TRUE friends will love you no matter what.... and you know... the quote i always used when i was going through a hard time came from none other than britney herself... well... really bobby brown first, but i like to say britney: "all these people talking all this stuff about me why dont they just let me live? I DONT NEED PERMISSION TO MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS, THATS MY PREROGATIVE" think about it.....
and one more thing... if you need me to beat someones ass jsut let me know... im always up for it!!! noone wants to fuck with me!! :) love you!!!
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Nikki i love you and you really made me feel better! you're awesome!!!
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