So, Im sitting here and its 10:37 I should clearly be writing a paper for Mr. Ryan’s class but what would be the point of that? passing? Yea whatever. Not as important as JULIE ANNE HUDSONS BIRTHDAY!!
So Its your birthday…do you feel any older? You sure look it ahhh haha haha! Damn im so funny! Well Joolz, we haven’t actually been friends for that long like a year but it seems like so much longer! Your one of my best friends ever and I can go to you with everything. You have made me become a better person and I couldn’t thank you enough. Your that friend that is ALWAYS there and I thank you for that. Some how you have made me mature I know ...odd me? mature? but I have and in a way I owe that to you, Because when im ready to freak out and do something stupid you find the words to calm me down, and I hope that I do the same for you because I feel like I owe you and I want to give you the same security in our friend ship that you give me.
I feel like its really important to celebrate your birthday…like if you didn’t have a birthday you would be dead well not dead cuzz you wouldnt have been born and you need to be born to die soo...you would be nething butttt… yea there for no best friend for Shelby so im glad you have a birthday. Life with out Joolz would be like life with out Mac Lip Gloss…NOT GOOD AT ALL. Seriously who would I go to LAME shows with? Who would I make talk to Ryan when we get into a fight? Who would I call when no one else understands what im trying to say? Who would I go to when I fight with my mom and she says something stupid. Who would I call when I need advice on what to wear. Who would I go to when everything is going wrong and you’re the only one who can tell me things will be ok and I will believe?
You and I … we have gotten into our share of fights…getting annoyed… getting hurt but we always come out the best of friends right? Everything we have gone threw has only made us stronger as friends and as people.
When I was going threw everything with...well b4 I thought things wouldnt be ok again for awhile... but you were always there saying “Shell it will be ok you will be ok” and your the only person in my life who can say that and I believe… you were there for me evvvery step of that horrible relationship...?can i say relationahip? and you didn’t give up on me and say fuck it. Like a lot of my other “friends” did.
Me and you have done some pretty fun stuff. Like going to the Aquarium and being like little kids. And having the lady there give you dirty looks because she finds nothing wrong with spitting in her goggles! Thinking about how we could steal a baby penguin! And sitting in my kitchen and hearing like 01274214 people taping a LOS video in my fucking front yard! Going to LOS shows completely drunk and acting as if nothing is wrong with us when CLEARLY everyone knows what we are up to. On Halloween getting completely trashed and again acting like nothings wrong. Haha all really good times. And I hope there are so many more to come!
I guess all im pretty much trying to say is that I love you, and thank you for being that best friend everyone needs. Happy Birthday Baby <3 I couldnt ask for a better friend than you <3
-Shell