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//Sometimes I just want to lay down and Die\\
I miss him so much, you dont even know, hes all ive been thinking lately n its horrible. I dont think that meeting him was a mistake, it tought me alot. About how much I can handle and when im on the edge of just giving up on everything. It sucks knowing that I'll never get to experience anything that I did with him. I miss him so much. I think that he is only guy that could hurt me this much and I'll still say that I love him .... It seems as though he is the first thing that pops into my mind whenever someone says something about love or some great memories. All I want to do is fall asleep, dream about him all day in all night cause in my dreams im with him nad thats by far better than reality ... This sucks ...