Sep 11, 2005 16:20
I have a boy and hes my favorite havent felt this way for a while, if not ever. hes everything and more that ive been looking for i think im falling when im with him cause nothing else matters forever in his arms &no matter what he does m always wanting more he's that feeling in the pit of my stomach ...
Yeah okay so do you guys remember Adam? my cousins friend that i told you about from Upnorth? Yeah well, him n i've been dating, and last night he said he wanted to take a break (whatever that means?) ... my heart stoped when i read what he had said, i didnt know what to say ... I didnt want to say anything i just wanted to sit here at my computer desk and cry, thats pretty much what i did. i sat here, and talked to him, listened to the song he said reminded him of me, and cried. it really sucked cause i knew i was making him feel bad which i really didnt want to do, especially to him. and than like 50 million people on AIM kept IMing me and asking if i was okay, i think some of them got mad at me cause i wouldnt talk to them. and Yeah than i went up stairs and i layed in the dark on my bed and i started thinking about the night i seen a shooting star with Adam, and i started to cry, than he called me, and i had to stop crying cause i didnt want to make him feel bad. our converstation at first was a little awkward but than we got to talking more and it was all good after that, we talked for 1 hour n 43 minutes. lol i looked at the time when we hung up, I started bawling my eyes out the second i pressed the end button, i didnt want to stop talking to him.
Adam is just, i dont know how to explain him, hes just that W.O.N.D.E.R.F.U.L he always knows what to say to me, i wake up and the first thought in my mind is him, hes on my mind all day, no matter how hard i try i cant stop thinking about him. This kid is just amazing, i have never met anyone in my life quite like him, I have never felt this strong for anyone before or wanted someone as much as i want him. He makes me feel absoultely wonderful about myself, no person has ever made me feel like everything is okay, but Adam does, he makes me feel like nothing is wrong and nothing bad will ever happen to me cause he's always gonna be here protecting me. I get butterflies whenever i talk to him, &&I get a tear in my eye (happiness) whenever i think about him. I always have the biggest smile on my face now, and alot of people have noticed that also. He is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and i dont want to lose him, hes perfect. He's the only boy that i can say I Love and truley mean it
Well Adam and I are gonna go back out after his homecoming which is the 16th, i think thats when it is. So yeah I'm really happy! im so happy. im talking to him right now online! o my i really do love him. I dont know what i would do without him in my life! I feel special! lol
Yeah okay im gonna go, probably find something to eat and grab my cell cause he said hes gonna call me later!
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