Nov 28, 2004 23:24
heeh. hi.
i'm a lil... well i've been drinking a bit. a tid bit tipsy. i've become ONE with the delete button. lol.
i'm all comfortable, 'n extremely tingly. gin is icky straight... for the first bottle. lol. the second one isn't so bad.
anywho, today sucked. my mom... well jessie sent me this notebook wit all her thoughts and i responded... with an 8 page note. pretti good, eh? ya i thought so too. well my mum flipped out her gazoo. she apologized later for freakin. she knew that i was right. i jus wanted to run down the street to the mailbox, get things ova wit! but she screamed in muh face... i wasn't even drunk 'n i was like, "mum...shh! it's otay! stop freakin, i invited u to come, obviously i'm not doin nuthin too horrible." yep, she came wit me 'n she was gonna force me in the car. i'm like, "mama iz jus down da street. wut, u can't walk a street? u got knee problems again? if u do, ya can go back up, stop wastin my time yellin 'n complainin, 'n jus watch ya movie.
ridiculousness....
oh ya, 'n last night i snuck out to see janos. he thought he'd 'get some'. well he was wrong. i got muh alcohol 'n that was that. we kissed 'n he had his hands all over me but i made it clear he wasn't 'gettin any'. hez all 'ur jus gonna leave me wit blueballs?'... i'm like 'aw poor baby, you'll survive.'
wants me to hang out again. maybe we'll smoke or drink or somethin. but he'll try to get in my pants again so i dunno if i'll actually do it. man, who pulls up in a secluded area wit a chick 'n tries to mack on her for no reason?... therz a reason. 'n i dont' think i'm hot so... i dunno wut it is. i know he been tryin to get at me for a while but...... man, i dunno. guys are jus icky.. blehck.
man, but this gin is good. it was so gross at first...the bite 'n dryness. but the effect...superb. lol. goh i keep typin wrong. imma get offline 'n talk to someone. i dun wanna be alone.
tomorrow is the 29th. why do i care? dammit! eh oh well.
i'll explain more when muh brainz workin betta.
i luv ya all! who-ever readz this 'n putz up wit all da nonsense <3 cheers to u 'n all that hoo-ha. miss ya katie *blush* byeee ~!