it starts again
i got in another fight again the same kind that made me leave the last time. and i am realy unsure if i am going to stay around. i want to just leave like last time but i do not want to hurt my mom again.are hurt the ones that care for me are consider themselfs my friends. i still do not no why i let him go i had him where he couldnt even move. i just let him strangle me till i almost pased out i could have hurt him so bad but i didnt i just let him go to hurt me. i wish i could protect her but i cant not aslong as he still drinks. but for once people saw what kinda person he realy is. i think i might go out to texas for alittle while.