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It's unsettling to me that when the telephone rings at an odd time, my heart starts to palpitate. No one ever calls my home phone in the first place except family. Today it rang very early in the morning and my mom is on a motorcycle trip with her boyfriend for a week and a half. The first thing that popped into my head is that something happened to her. Then I looked at caller ID and saw that it was some carpet place. How dare they call so early on a Saturday and almost give me a heart attack. My heart literally started to race.
My brother is leaving soon and my mom doesn't think it's a bad idea for me to move there without having a job. I'm still mulling it over in my head. Ideally, I'd like to have a job lined up first before I sell all my stuff, quit my job, and move. I really like my job here and the people I work with and I'm deathly afraid that I won't find anything like that there. I know it's worth the risk, but by nature I'm a safe person. Uncertainty freaks me out. I don't know what I should do. There are pros and cons to both sides. If I move there and have a job first, I'll feel more secure. On the other hand, if I wait to get a job, it might take longer to get up there and I'm anxious to go. I have time to think about it. At least a couple more months. In the meantime, I'll just keep looking for jobs.
My brother is leaving soon and my mom doesn't think it's a bad idea for me to move there without having a job. I'm still mulling it over in my head. Ideally, I'd like to have a job lined up first before I sell all my stuff, quit my job, and move. I really like my job here and the people I work with and I'm deathly afraid that I won't find anything like that there. I know it's worth the risk, but by nature I'm a safe person. Uncertainty freaks me out. I don't know what I should do. There are pros and cons to both sides. If I move there and have a job first, I'll feel more secure. On the other hand, if I wait to get a job, it might take longer to get up there and I'm anxious to go. I have time to think about it. At least a couple more months. In the meantime, I'll just keep looking for jobs.