Indecisive
All of you know how indecisive I am with things. This week carried a huge burden that required lots of decision-making brain power. But I decided after some prayer and long thinking. I think it will be good. Oh yeah... it was
Summer Camp.
But in the end, I decided to go. I have nothing to lose, only to gain. And it would be cool to meet some new people, if possible. Also, to talk to someone I can relate to... to get some things off of my shoulders and lay it out...look at it, analyze it and solve it with the correct solution.
I've been doing better -- not so depressed, stressed, and negative. A good thing, yes, but uncomfortable. But a breakthrough indeed. It's almost like a path of light finally was directed in my view of sight. I saw it, followed, and it lead me to an unfamiliar place that opened my eyes a little. I'm just waiting to see what happens like a little kid on Christmas Eve. But I know this weekend will do me justice. Something good will prosper.
Unfortunately, my entries will lack that personality that you've all witnessed in the past. They probably wont be as interesting, but definitely more optimistic. Maybe I'll just update on my bad days, heh.
See ya around.
Summer Camp.
But in the end, I decided to go. I have nothing to lose, only to gain. And it would be cool to meet some new people, if possible. Also, to talk to someone I can relate to... to get some things off of my shoulders and lay it out...look at it, analyze it and solve it with the correct solution.
I've been doing better -- not so depressed, stressed, and negative. A good thing, yes, but uncomfortable. But a breakthrough indeed. It's almost like a path of light finally was directed in my view of sight. I saw it, followed, and it lead me to an unfamiliar place that opened my eyes a little. I'm just waiting to see what happens like a little kid on Christmas Eve. But I know this weekend will do me justice. Something good will prosper.
Unfortunately, my entries will lack that personality that you've all witnessed in the past. They probably wont be as interesting, but definitely more optimistic. Maybe I'll just update on my bad days, heh.
See ya around.