Always up or down, never down and out...
Today was okay I guess. I was in an okay mood most of the day. Ended up getting in a fight with my mom, which sucked. She's so bitchy, it's unbelievable. Gregg was in an okay mood for the most part, but he had another random bad mood. I feel terrible when he has those. I don't know what to do. I always try to help him out, but I never can. He just won't let me. He always tells me, "It's impossible to put me in a better mood when I'm in a bad mood. You just can't do it." It sucks, really. I love him so much, I just wish he realized it.
So I was supposed to babysit for my sister tonight, but she cancelled last minute. Luckily I had Shaunie waiting for word that it was cancelled so she could come stay the night =] which worked out perfectly. We went, picked her up, stopped at Wal*Mart, and came home. Then dyed my hair back to black. Everyone says I look better with black hair.
So after we were done with that and had cigarettes to last us tonight & tomorrow, we went to CJ's house to go hang out with him, his sister, her fiance, Jazmun, Sarah, and his 2 cousins. It was alright... kind of boring. But whatever.
I forgot to mention that Gregg fell asleep on the phone with me. I think he hung up on me in his sleep, but that's okay. I love falling asleep on the phone with him... it makes me feel invincible, safe, like nothing bad is going to happen. I hope he feels the same way when he falls asleep on the phone with me.
It's 12:45 AM right now, and I'm getting ready to get offline and watch tv. I'm pretty bored, and I wish Gregg was still awake. But he has to work 8-6 tomorrow, so I don't blame him for passing out early. I would have too.
I start a new job on Monday, too. Don't know what jobsite I'll be at, but I do know I'm getting paid the shittiest money I've ever gotten paid before. I should have stayed working at the diner. At least they paid me a dece amount.
Anyway, I'm headed out. I'll update more tomorrow.
Love me plz ♥
Courtney
So I was supposed to babysit for my sister tonight, but she cancelled last minute. Luckily I had Shaunie waiting for word that it was cancelled so she could come stay the night =] which worked out perfectly. We went, picked her up, stopped at Wal*Mart, and came home. Then dyed my hair back to black. Everyone says I look better with black hair.
So after we were done with that and had cigarettes to last us tonight & tomorrow, we went to CJ's house to go hang out with him, his sister, her fiance, Jazmun, Sarah, and his 2 cousins. It was alright... kind of boring. But whatever.
I forgot to mention that Gregg fell asleep on the phone with me. I think he hung up on me in his sleep, but that's okay. I love falling asleep on the phone with him... it makes me feel invincible, safe, like nothing bad is going to happen. I hope he feels the same way when he falls asleep on the phone with me.
It's 12:45 AM right now, and I'm getting ready to get offline and watch tv. I'm pretty bored, and I wish Gregg was still awake. But he has to work 8-6 tomorrow, so I don't blame him for passing out early. I would have too.
I start a new job on Monday, too. Don't know what jobsite I'll be at, but I do know I'm getting paid the shittiest money I've ever gotten paid before. I should have stayed working at the diner. At least they paid me a dece amount.
Anyway, I'm headed out. I'll update more tomorrow.
Love me plz ♥
Courtney