May 14, 2006 19:13
goodness time is flying by.
this week is my last FULL week of high school
where did the past 4 years go? actually this year.
i swear it's been a great year.
i'm excited that i'm going to be out.
but sitting here thinking i have about 10 days left of high school
is really scary and sad somewhat.
well i will make the best of it.
and this summer will be great.
let's hope because it's our last summer fully together
i got a scholarship today.
go me. $1000 dollars. that pays for my rooming payment
i know i said it's crazy to say i'm almost done with high school
but i can not wait to go to central. ha
i'll miss it here. but i'm excited for be about 2 hours away
meeting new people. rooming with ambs. hopefully in the new dorms
and with the kids i've met who are going to cmu.
i'm excited for the rest of my life
this weekend was fun.
the past few weekends have been good.
this weekend is the hoedown.
who has to work until 10?
oh yeah. chelsea does. blah.
oh well. lisa and i will just drive out there prolly late.
like always. haha. full throttles keep us going.
prom is coming up.
i'm really nervous.
i had a nightmare.
everything was horrible. the decorations weren't set up.
but everyone was having fun. but me.
because i was so scaredeveryone hated it.
god. that's pathetic. i feel like there is a lot to be done.
or i'm forgetting something. who knows. i probably am.
i want my prom dress to get here.
i hope it's as gorgeous as it is online ha.
my internship is done on thursday.
i think i will honestly cry. i love the kids.
but i told jennifer i am still coming
after i get out of school haha. she laughed
i'm really just rambling on about a lot.
but that's okay. i'm bored.
and waiting for 845 to come around to go to my best friend's
we only have 2 more weekends to watch it together.
that's sad. kendal and i will be gone. holl will be home
we won't be able to watch dhw/ga anymore together:(
i always think what if i did one thing different
or chose one decision or the next
i wonder how happy i would actually be.
life can throw surprises.
but i always just end up ruining them.
and then going to something stupid
dumbie. but hey. i'm young.
i like my friends a lot.
i miss some of my friends a lot.
that's my fault i suppose.
but i just hate the weekends sometimes
because i do not get out of work until 10 or later.
then everyone is already out somewhere.
blah to that one.
i need a second job. i'm a broke ass.
ok i think i am done now.
hope everyone has a good rest of the year<3
gosh. graduation june 7th.
and why can't people call when they say they would?
is it that hard.