Why have you forsaken me?
I can't sleep.
As silly as this may sound, I like to relate things to football. Makes it easier to understand things or talk myself through difficult situations. Ya'll should try it. I don't know if it would work with just anything, but take a sport you like and know a lot about and try relating situations in your life to situations in that particular sport.
Anyway, I know the world is a fucked up place. I'm very aware. But sometimes shit still shocks me. There are things I don't want to know. I don't need to be explicitly informed of things. I know they happen. Let me live behind my veil. It's so much nicer back here.
I can't sleep.