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hah does anyone do this anymore? i gotta vent some how though. staring at pictures of me and kev...shit still isnt real to me. how do you lose someone? you cant touch them...hug them... talk to them. they dont exist anymore. blows my mind. its crazy how you never fully grasp death. you still call expecting them to pick up. or pass by their house picture them inside. i hope i never forget how he was because i can picture our last times together perfectly. he touched so many people by how real and caring he was and i feel sorry for anyone that judged him or didnt get to call him a friend. he'll alwayyyyssss be in my heart RIP