Stupid
I hate myself...yeah. Yeah....right about now, I definitely do. What kind of brother am I? And I can't even blame it on the alcohol. What kind of brother tosses the death of a nephew and tosses it in his own flesh and blood's face? No excuses....none whatsoever.
I am a brat.
A selfish, jealous bastard...
Without Josie and now with Josh being mad at me *I think*, I don't even know how I am anymore....
Jessica, we might have to do a raincheck...call me later. I might end up going to see my mom instead. I don't know...
Three Jack Daniels, a weird mix of my own with Country Time, one Smirnoff, and four Tylenol's later, I'm going to bed...
Josh, you can call mom...I don't care anymore...
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
I am a brat.
A selfish, jealous bastard...
Without Josie and now with Josh being mad at me *I think*, I don't even know how I am anymore....
Jessica, we might have to do a raincheck...call me later. I might end up going to see my mom instead. I don't know...
Three Jack Daniels, a weird mix of my own with Country Time, one Smirnoff, and four Tylenol's later, I'm going to bed...
Josh, you can call mom...I don't care anymore...
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone