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live for tmrw cuz you never know....
i burnt two pizzas
almost got hit four times by people on the road (one was of my fault)
witness a horrible accident
left work early to deal with more NCC bullshit
you sit there and feel like a fool
these people just take kids for a trip
even the strongest get knocked down once in awhile
im just a jumble these last two days
trying to keep it all steady
and theres been so many rocks in the way
too many
sometimes i miss living at home
miss it cause i miss seeing everyone in the morning and when i get home
i love my family
but not for the chaos
i just need the space to grow as a person
pluss i love my girl<3
and i'm not allowed to "love" her here
or anywhere near the people i love
how fuckn @%#$^ is that
i just want to scream it sometimes
but i know i'd lose everything
then where would i be?
BUT they are suppose to love you no matter what, right?
atleast thats what they say untill times like these.
well no matter what my heart always has love for everyone.
thats the sad thing, i'd NEVER give up on a person, but they'd give up on me.
i'd give my life to someone i love even knowing they would never return any favor.
but thats just how i roll.
i burnt two pizzas
almost got hit four times by people on the road (one was of my fault)
witness a horrible accident
left work early to deal with more NCC bullshit
you sit there and feel like a fool
these people just take kids for a trip
even the strongest get knocked down once in awhile
im just a jumble these last two days
trying to keep it all steady
and theres been so many rocks in the way
too many
sometimes i miss living at home
miss it cause i miss seeing everyone in the morning and when i get home
i love my family
but not for the chaos
i just need the space to grow as a person
pluss i love my girl<3
and i'm not allowed to "love" her here
or anywhere near the people i love
how fuckn @%#$^ is that
i just want to scream it sometimes
but i know i'd lose everything
then where would i be?
BUT they are suppose to love you no matter what, right?
atleast thats what they say untill times like these.
well no matter what my heart always has love for everyone.
thats the sad thing, i'd NEVER give up on a person, but they'd give up on me.
i'd give my life to someone i love even knowing they would never return any favor.
but thats just how i roll.