i dont care. this is me.

[_twitch_]

im so...confused??
with what is going on.
with everything.

i really miss my friends.
and chilling with people.
eventhough..i guess i do.
just not as much as i would like to.
im so busy all the time with school and work.
and when i have free time.
i really just need to see richard.
i start to go crazy when i dont see him.

and well he is leaving soon.
and eventhough its not that soon.
it still scares me.
cause we've never really been apart for that long.
and i am worried and scared and anxious.
ive just been wanting to spent all my time with him.

like tomorrow is friday.
and all we want to do is stay in together.

so i know its my fault that i feel like im not seeing
enough of my friends.
but there is just not enoough time for everytihng right now.

and i hope people understand that.
cause i dont wanna become like so many other couples.
that never go out.

so..take me out.
whats everyone doing saturday???