A new journal!!!
a new journal is like...a new start, new ideas...new thoughts, like getting a new notebook. i love getting a new notebook.
my rant of the week is a stupid friend of mine. prom is causing so much drama in my life, eventhough i am trying to get rid of it all. i talked with one of my guy friends about going together and we decided it could be a possibility. then it got all stupid and he is saying how "he has so much going on right now and so many people want so many things". so i just said let me know sometime before hand. he is like ok. im just like...how is it that i get treated like this? honestly do i not deserve a straight answer? i really dont care if he doesnt want to, i just want to know so i can move on with it. i am sure that once i find someone else that he will be like okay we can go together. well what if i want to be good enough right now and not just a back-up plan. i dont deserve this treatment and i have this great plan of being like "oh yeah i am not going with you now cuz you left me waiting so long" but you know what...i wouldnt be able to do that cuz i would be so happy if he would go with me. its just as friends anyways. his is just playing the same mind games that he played last year around prom. will anyone go with me??
i have to work tonight from 4-close and tomorrow for the same time. i hope that i can get my homework done in the time i have left. i start tanning tomorrow!! i am so excited about it. i love tanning cuz its so theraputic. i love to just lay in there and think....or not think, whatever i choose for that day. oh yay that makes me happy.
i found the computer i want for college. its an ibook with a 14-inch screen and i am getting and ipod photo that i will call ipedro. melissa has one and its called ipete.
well i have to get going to work now. i hope i work with kevin...he rocks that party. smooches mes amis!!
my rant of the week is a stupid friend of mine. prom is causing so much drama in my life, eventhough i am trying to get rid of it all. i talked with one of my guy friends about going together and we decided it could be a possibility. then it got all stupid and he is saying how "he has so much going on right now and so many people want so many things". so i just said let me know sometime before hand. he is like ok. im just like...how is it that i get treated like this? honestly do i not deserve a straight answer? i really dont care if he doesnt want to, i just want to know so i can move on with it. i am sure that once i find someone else that he will be like okay we can go together. well what if i want to be good enough right now and not just a back-up plan. i dont deserve this treatment and i have this great plan of being like "oh yeah i am not going with you now cuz you left me waiting so long" but you know what...i wouldnt be able to do that cuz i would be so happy if he would go with me. its just as friends anyways. his is just playing the same mind games that he played last year around prom. will anyone go with me??
i have to work tonight from 4-close and tomorrow for the same time. i hope that i can get my homework done in the time i have left. i start tanning tomorrow!! i am so excited about it. i love tanning cuz its so theraputic. i love to just lay in there and think....or not think, whatever i choose for that day. oh yay that makes me happy.
i found the computer i want for college. its an ibook with a 14-inch screen and i am getting and ipod photo that i will call ipedro. melissa has one and its called ipete.
well i have to get going to work now. i hope i work with kevin...he rocks that party. smooches mes amis!!