Dec 19, 2004 23:18
hello long time no say, im much different then i used to be and still changing more n more everyday. i still love. i still write almost everyday but i also draw, i have a lovely lil bird thats changin my world, i model and will be travelling to new york in january probably and might go to mulan if things work out before that and if not just new york. i drive everyday almost all day all the fucking time, in fucking traffic but thats LA. i live in a work in progress and am a work in progress. im dropping out of school and going to take on some acting classes sooner or later but really focus on this modeling gig. but that is not the end of my schooling and is definetly not the end of my expantion of my mind. i still miss visita and its peacefulness always will miss it n all it contains expatially those folks that i care so dearly for. much love urs trully and happy holidays.
the winter time, the cold strikes deep into bones, and when all the leaves on the trees are gone, but the holidays warm the spirit and put love and light back onto the tress. traffic thickens and time flies but winter time thrives for ever in our minds. fires are made for as long as its late. in the winter time, the snow slows no one down as every one races home for families are remade and reunited for no ones forgotten in the holidays. we scale highest mounntains and climb china walls, we run miles and miles, for winter time is after the fall. when the time is gone we believe in changing ourselves for the better of all. and in the mist of our shame we burn it away in the count down to our reselotions. are we insane for winter time or is it winter time is insane? we shall never know. but what we do know is we love the cold for how warm it can be and how cold it really is, and we love the holidays for how it covers us like a blanket in the cold. we give ourselves away and recieve much more in return. some of us our lonely and some of us are feeling very homely but all and all this it winter time, so love it, for all it is, and all it does. its power is stronger then a hail and softer then snow. for winter time is our time to find our peace of mind.