Jan 23, 2006 22:18
You know, two years ago at this time, if you were to ask me where I thought I was going to be in my life none of my answers would include where my life is right now.
I wouldn't think I would be 70 lbs lighter, have tons of confidence, and actually FEEL sexy...
I wouldn't think I'd lose my best friend, a girl who I wanted to be in my wedding, over a boy...
I wouldn't think that boy would become the love of my life, the most amazing boyfriend any girl could have, and the person I want to spend the rest of my life with...
I wouldn't think I'd almost have a steady boyfriend for a year now, let alone own the gorgeous ring and necklace he bought me....frivilous, but I love them...I never thought I'd be the girl who was asked "where did you get that necklace, it's beautiful"? or "what kind of ring is that, it's so sparkly..."
I wouldn't think I would be worrying about attending graduate school, or finding a job...actually having to THINK about the real world...
I wouldn't think I'd go through ridiculous roommate problems, but come out on top with 3 of the sweetest roommates ever...
Needless to say, I didn't think I would be where I am right now, two years ago.
I love Seth, so so so so much...it's unbelievable. I never thought I would care for someone as much as I do him, let alone feel like I'd meet the guy where I felt like I'd known him my whole life. Things are going amazing with us right now....we had a rough spot, for a little bit, but we made it past it, and I think our relationship is even stronger because of it. My Dad always said my prince would come one day, and he finally did. One year ago. I can't even describe the feeling I get when he tells me he loves me so much, and how he's so happy we found each other....I'm just on cloud nine...every second of the day.
Now I just need to tackle the direction of my life come May 6th. It's a lot to think about....and I don't like to do it often...because I don't know what's in store for me, my life, or Seth in the next 5 months...I'm just keeping my fingers crossed and having faith.
I apologize to all the friends here on LJ that I've neglected, or haven't kept updated on. I don't really browse the computer as much as I do, or play around on it. If I do it's usually poker, thank you Seth for getting me hooked, or to check my email. Maybe I can start to get caught up....
I just cleaned my room. Dusted, vacuumed, etc. It was quite exciting. My desk looks so clean. My closet mirrors and bathroom are going to get done tomorrow before class.
Class...this last semester is pretty easy. I have 3 classes and then an internship with the Lansing Police Department. It's awesome. Last week I got to shoot a gun for the first time, I did really good and then I got nervous...LoL, and I also got to go on a raid with the tactical team...very fun. My class schedule is pretty nice too, one class on Mondays and Tuesdays, 2 on Wednesdays, then one class and my internship on Thursdays, and Fridays off. :)
Over Christmas break I was in Florida the whole time. Very fun, I did NOT want to come back to the cold....I told myself this would be my last winter up here so hopefully I'll keep to that promise to myself. Seth and I went down on our own and spent a couple days at Disney together, then we met up with my parents at Universal and stayed with them for a week, then we went down to Pine Island, with his parents for the remainder of vacation.
Other than that, I don't really know what else to update on....any questions? Haha...hopefully I can keep this thing updated some more...keep your fingers crossed everyone! :)