Valentine's day... yeah.
I was playing guitar earlier and I came up with a melody... I sang some words to it and wrote them down...
Taken for granted
Lying for your cause
Cradled in guilt
We will both deny your flaws
As I deny the care of another
With love, I curse your name
So many times, I try to give up
But still, I remain the same
Maybe it's childish to feel this way
Starving but rejecting everything I'm offered
All I want is a simple you
I'll do anything, but you don't even bother
Left behind, I'll idly wait
Hoping you can learn to correct fate
A martyr for your desire
The dying embers in the light of your fire
I'll give you everything while asking nothing of you
You lie in his arms, as I try to forget you
And I have to hate myself
Knowing I bring this pain to another
Such a hypocrtie, as I look into an angel's teary eyes
Know, the thought of you is the fucking thorn in my side
I hope our memories hurt sometimes
That maybe my voice echoes in your head
An apparition of my eyes in your mind
A faint outline of my body in your bed
I wonder if you tremble in your sleep
I wonder if you feel it too
I wonder if you feel that hollow hole in your heart
And I wonder if you know it belongs to to me
Dammit.
Coffee is so much better black. Caffeine is just fantasticccc also.
Does anyone have any cigarettes? I just ran out. I swear, this school should just have a vending machine. Seriously, who doesn't smoke here?
Wow. I had no idea, Emmeline... or Peter.
As long as I still get to wear the tuxedo when we get married, I'll meet you for a date, Mr. Fenwick.
Taken for granted
Lying for your cause
Cradled in guilt
We will both deny your flaws
As I deny the care of another
With love, I curse your name
So many times, I try to give up
But still, I remain the same
Maybe it's childish to feel this way
Starving but rejecting everything I'm offered
All I want is a simple you
I'll do anything, but you don't even bother
Left behind, I'll idly wait
Hoping you can learn to correct fate
A martyr for your desire
The dying embers in the light of your fire
I'll give you everything while asking nothing of you
You lie in his arms, as I try to forget you
And I have to hate myself
Knowing I bring this pain to another
Such a hypocrtie, as I look into an angel's teary eyes
Know, the thought of you is the fucking thorn in my side
I hope our memories hurt sometimes
That maybe my voice echoes in your head
An apparition of my eyes in your mind
A faint outline of my body in your bed
I wonder if you tremble in your sleep
I wonder if you feel it too
I wonder if you feel that hollow hole in your heart
And I wonder if you know it belongs to to me
Dammit.
Coffee is so much better black. Caffeine is just fantasticccc also.
Does anyone have any cigarettes? I just ran out. I swear, this school should just have a vending machine. Seriously, who doesn't smoke here?
Wow. I had no idea, Emmeline... or Peter.
As long as I still get to wear the tuxedo when we get married, I'll meet you for a date, Mr. Fenwick.