Nov 16, 2007 23:00
SU YING HUI IS THE BIGGEST NEH NEH IN THE WORLD
hahaha :)
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exam mugging time. i've been meaning to come online to update my blog but i think no one will read this!! but here goes, anyway... almost a sem has passed and i'm super stressed with schoolwork what's new!! haha. i was in a super good mood today because i met shufen(liew) in the morning for macs breakfast and we decided on impulse to visit nanyang!! heehee. we met chen and lin laoshi, as well as miss lee.
i miss nanyang :):)
it went a bit downhill during the PRU meeting after that because i was just so FRUSTRATED at how we were having a 2hr+++ meeting which dragged on and on with people talking on and on about things that could be left till AFTER EXAMS that could have been covered in less than 1 hr. By the time we were done I was having my long overdue dinner at 9pm, and was left with 40 minutes to continue studying in the hss library.
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i wanna apologise to the 2007X people because I think I worried them yesterday. Jerry was right I really was suffering from mild depression. Partly the stress, and mainly one little sms that triggered everything off. I felt so horrible so I suddenly left the library and went out to take a long, long walk because I couldn't contain the sadness and the tears anymore. Once I was outside in the sunshine I couldn't stop the tears from falling. One thing I realised. NUS is so freaking small and overpopulated that there isn't really a place for you to go to to have some peace and quiet, because every 5 minutes or so there would be someone walking past you. I walked from hss all the way to yih and talked to the pru people to cheer me up, because I knew that they would be there for me to talk to.
Even though probably none of the 2007X people are gonna read this: Sorry for worrying you guys, especially Xiuli :(
I'm fine now :)
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My birthday is coming soon :)
I've already started making a wishlist hahaha. Too many things in this world that I want.
I can't wait till it's the holidays...