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I've been meaning to update more but haven't. I was so lagging today that I slept almost all day aaand now that it's 1:15 in the morning and I feel better nobody is around to talk to, sucks.
I applied to work at borders finally, I've been putting it off and I'm lazy. they probably wont hire me because I look like shit on paper, I'm a high school drop out who at 20 doesn't yet have a GED. but it's tricky, I need to save up money in order to take that test and it would probably be wise to buy the ged practice book to brush up on my math skills, yet I need a job to have such money. aaand a lot of places wont give me a job because I don't have a ged. lame, I just know that working in fast food is bad for me in a lot of ways and it's not worth it.
I went to extream thing with Jessica yesterday and it was eh. I had fun hanging out with her and walking around but in the end it wasn't my kind of concerts and it really wasn't my kind of crowd. we left early and drank at her house.. and then I came home and drank at my house.
lots of random new friends have been coming around in the life and times of nora, most of them picked up outside seattle's best/ starbucks while hanging out with jessica. haven't really hung out with any of them outside of that yet but I managed to get drunk with one of them and make out with him a couple times, this isn't as fun and hot as it sounds.. he makes a good friend but I'm not really attracted to him at all. I kinda suck for making out with him anyway but I could've done worse. I have a crush on the guy that works the graveyard shift at the green valley grocery just down the street. and I have no idea how old he is or if he's even single I just know that he's a nerdy metalhead smart ass(my weakness) and I want a piece. I have a feeling he's digging it too. I just don't know how I should bring up the two of us hanging out sometime or whatever.
my other jessica and baby jaden are still not back in vegas yet. still not safe in my house. matt is getting progressively worse with the crack smoking and the beating the shit out of my baby in front of her baby bullshit. we're hoping that may will be a good month to get her out here, she'll be going out to new york to visit her family and she'd be coming out here from ny with matt being none the wiser till we get a custody order set up. if it even happens, and I hate to think that it wouldn't.
my little sister michelle might have a bleeding ulcer :( blood tests haven't come back yet.
this was while I was getting ready for extream thing. now, this picture being taken with a bathroom mirror is one thing, but I'm not the one actually taking the picture. did I just become trendy by association? dah.
am I hiding or just getting tired? jessica is good for both, right after that picture I was laying on her, using one of her giant boobies as a pillow. awesome.
okay. enough of this. you're all too lazy to leave me comments anyway goddammit.