bored.
i hate when i can't get back to sleep.
so i went to work around 6:15, late duh. i should've gotten there mad earlier considering today was inventory. but i didn't. did my inventory that ususally takes me forever anyway, i left around 9:30, told everyone i was sick/throwing up/whatever. i just did not feel like being there today.
so i came home to watch maury and do nothing.
i really should do laundry.
hmm..
so yea me and pat are taking this "break" sortof thing to see if our relationship gets better..?
how is seeing less of each other supposed to make things better? i don't know. i'm so confused. sometimes i feel like i should just end this and move on with my life, other times i know that i love him so much that i just want to make it work, no matter what it takes. but i'm unhappy either way. i just don't know what to do anymore.
i'm trying not to let it get to me and let things be..
maybe things will have a way of working out themselves..
on a better note, MANDY is coming over to chill and she always brightens my day :)
i need to get dressed.
peace.
so i went to work around 6:15, late duh. i should've gotten there mad earlier considering today was inventory. but i didn't. did my inventory that ususally takes me forever anyway, i left around 9:30, told everyone i was sick/throwing up/whatever. i just did not feel like being there today.
so i came home to watch maury and do nothing.
i really should do laundry.
hmm..
so yea me and pat are taking this "break" sortof thing to see if our relationship gets better..?
how is seeing less of each other supposed to make things better? i don't know. i'm so confused. sometimes i feel like i should just end this and move on with my life, other times i know that i love him so much that i just want to make it work, no matter what it takes. but i'm unhappy either way. i just don't know what to do anymore.
i'm trying not to let it get to me and let things be..
maybe things will have a way of working out themselves..
on a better note, MANDY is coming over to chill and she always brightens my day :)
i need to get dressed.
peace.