weird.

[_turbulence]

recently i've been reading alot of my old entries, like really old. and it's just sad. things are so different now. i don't know if it's good or bad.
i feel sad.
maybe it's this seasonal depression ive been reading about.
i just want to feel wanted, maybe even a little bit appreciated?
where did all those feelings go?
i need to find them.
i don't know i just wish things were better than they are now.

maybe it's just me.