May 30, 2005 10:59
The last day of madrigals was horror. We went to sing the last song which we wanted to be Ave Maria. Before we sang it Mr. Doyle broke out a big speech, about how it seem like only yesterday we walked through his doors for the first time, and he's had class with some of us for everyday for the past 2 years and every other day before that. Some of them were in his srt. Before he was done most people were balling. I really wanted to sing Ave Maria so I didnt cry. Plus I dont cry much so I waited. I sang. I looked around the circle cause thats what we do when we sing in madrigals and Jake McCleese's whole face was red with tears streaming and his lip was quivering. Thats when I started to go. But when I looked over to see Nathan Hedrick balling, I lost it. I just realize this was probably the last time I would sing with them and never be in a class like that again with the same bonding. Well ussually when the seniors start balling on the last song, the juniors finish the song. We didnt even get to the 2nd verse before the juniors were balling too. It was horrible. I cryed halfway through my last final. When we got in the hallway tons of people are like why are they crying and we just said "madrigals" and they were like "oh" if you're not in madrigals you know that you have no idea what kind of bond and memories you have in there. And if you're in Madrigals you know you could never get it back. To Mr. Doyle and future Madrigals : I love you all. Stay good, but have fun. Keep Doyle sane. and never leave your purse unattended during a concert.
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Deidre Remy and Michael Taylor broke up. Michael told Deidre during srt, I think we need a break. They are still not back together. Deidre wants to and She says Michael wants to, but who knows. For one thing his parents would not be to happy with that. We'll just have to see what happens. I just hope they can fix everything so im not in the middle of it. I love being Deidre friend and having a friend, but I cant be in the middle of it anymore. Me and matt keep fighting partly because of all the stress we're getting from this. I just hope we can get out, and not be stressed, and still have each other and be ok. I want the summer before I go to college to be good because he thinks we wont make it through college and I want to end on a good note.